i know what you're really thinking. is she really alone? and you'd be right. I have 4 boys within 5 feet of me at the moment, but while i was alone in san diego, as well as a few moments everyday while 1-3 are at school, i think about them, think about what they need and wonder who they'll become.
i think about cooper. cooper is dependable and always willing to help with the baby (just like his dad :) i love that he loves to read, maybe even more than his mom ::gasp:: i hope that his co-dependency doesn't hold him back. but, he'll make a superb husband and dad someday.
i think about sean and his sharp mind. he knows the most random facts. he's charming and reads the dictionary at night. he's comfortable with himself and embraces his inner-nerd. i just hope he learns to trust people and learn from the mistakes of others. not there yet.... not even close...
i think about mason. he's a little displaced with the birth of rand. he is goofy, loves water in many forms, the ocean, swimming, drinking water and water fights. i also might mention that he lost a tooth today. mason, i feel is still trying to find his niche. hopefully we can steer him the right way :)
and i think about rand. he's so eager to grow up and play with the big boys. his eyes tell me that he's eager to learn and grow in his new body. i think he'll be an olympian at the rate he's going. not quite 6 months and already crawling like he's headed for candy and pulling himself to stand!! no joke, pictures coming. crazy baby!